As much as I wanted to breastfeed, I officially gave it up 2 months PP and I feel so much better. I went back to work after 6 weeks and because of BF I've had no sleep and no time to enjoy my baby or life. I work as a teacher and have a busy stressful job that never seems to end.  Now my husband can help, I feel more refreshed and more efficient at my job. I also enjoy coming home and spending time with my baby now. I've finally gotten over the guilt and I feel much better. To each their own, but if rather be happy and healthy for my baby then miserable and resentful.