Scared

Ashley • 19 • Love to help, support and share my stories • follow me on insta! @ashleyxrebekah
I know that I want to break up with my boyfriend, but I'm very scared to. I don't want to feel lonely, it's the worst feeling in the whole world, because even now I feel lonely. I also think he is my soul mate, but that we're not mature enough for this relationship right now, and I'm scared to break up for this fact because he has said he would never get back together if we ever broke up. I also know that he used to pick up a lot after he broke up with his ex, so I'm scared that he will be so mad at me he will go off and fuck girls while I'm at home feeling lonely. I don't want to lose our friendship but I know we will (he has said so as well). Can anyone help? Any advice?? Please :(