Failed at being a woman

I feel like a complete failure as a woman. The ONE thing a woman is suppose to do is have a child and I can't even get pregnant. All I do is sit here and think to myself... What is wrong with me. People out there are getting abortions and some women who don't even care about their children are getting pregnant. So why not me? I just don't understand. I always think that God is punishing me for hating women who get pregnant. It's not like I really hate them, I just hate that I haven't been able to get pregnant. 😔