Okay so I'm really pissed off!!!!!
My jackass of a boyfriend yells at me cause he wants me to get a job
I have no problem with getting a job
But he knows how I feel about people watching my sons!!
Honestly I'm getting sick of his smart comments
Like all I do is stay at home & not do anything with my life
I'm the one waking up every day to take care of our kids
I feed them
Give them baths
The hold nine
When my sons is sick I stay up with them?
Now let's take it back to when I had my 2rd he didn't help me do shit
I was staying up almost 24hours a day an barely got any sleep went thru terrible depression
Only person was my grandfather to help me
We move into our apartment an things gets worse
I was cleaning up
Cooking everything an on top of that I'm house bound
I can't go anywhere its not a normal relationship
If I do go some where its a million questions behind why I went or why I wear make up
Than he comes to me an say I don't want u to work I want u to stay at home I believe he uses that to keep me at home cause he wants control
When I ask him for help or to help me clean up his lames reason why he don't help is cause he
Work what kind of fuckery is that???
This hold summer I started to look for a job an talk to my grandfather on helping me with my boys
Nothing came up yet
I keep applying an still nothing
Sorry this is so long I just had a lot to say!!!!!!!
Thanks for listening to my Lil rant