Opinions Please 👂🏽

So usually when I get my AF I have cramps, my breast are sore and feel like sandbags, and I have backaches also. I'm suppose to be expecting my AF in two days but there is one symptom that I've never had I've never been nauseous and I've never been running back and fourth to the bathroom so much. I'm starting to get exhausted so im just wondering could this be the miracle that I've been waiting for ? Or is it a disappointment ?I've taken plenty of pregnancy test just to be let down and heart broken and at this point I'm confused I'm praying that AF can just back away from me and let me be able to have a bundle of joy !