I live in a violent home it has been that way since I was 5 I am. Now 18 It started with sexual abuse from my dad and his buddies and then my mom physically started abusing me then when my siblings were old enough they started beating me as well and then verbally bashing me constantly putting me down it still goes on I am trying to get me out of this situation as soon as possible and be happy with my marriage and my son Job my fiancé can't handle the way they treat me it breaks his heart and they aren't my real family my mom recently has beat me with a space heater because I was having a psychotic break and she didn't want to deal with it my dad is in prison now for attempt murder and rape my mom is still out but I am working on the courage to stand up to her thanks for reading my post and any advice would be helpful thank you :)