I give up 😔😔

I give up.. 22 month's of trying and nothing.. 😢 tired of tracking, tired of ovulation kits, tired of pregnancy tests, tired of getting jealous over everyone's positive pregnancy test, or seeing pregnant women. Tired of feeling bad for being jealous, tired of praying that this month will be 'my' month, tired of crying, I've done everything I could, vitamins, exercises, even started on preseed, take ovulation tests, track my bbt. 😔😩😫😢