I feel like I've ruined my chances of becoming a mother💔😥

I try and I try and I try to not worry and not to stress so hard about it I try to think positive but I can't every test I take every period that shows up it just sucks and I get drained. I keep thinking to myself chlamydia made me infertile everyone is like you should be fine you should be fine you got treated so your fine not sure how long I had that nasty std but caught it twice I've been reading everywhere it can cause damage to your tubes and I feel like that's me I wish hsg was free but nothing I can do about it. I have an appointment tomorrow with a ob gyn to see if the std is probably an issue because I been trying for 12 months with no luck I really regret what I did back then so I'm hoping and praying that it's just stress because doctors told me so far I don't have pcos, my thyroid is normal etc. Good luck to the rest of you ladies ttc baby dust to all💕