Im falling out of love and I hate it.

Roseanna
I had no idea I could ever feel this way, it's probably one of the worst feelings I've ever had. I love my bf but at the same time I feel myself falling out of love with him, and I hate it. I'm breaking my own heart. Hes in TX and I'm in ND and we haven't been talking lately because he works a lot. We split up because something happened between us (we're both at fault) so I had to come back up here after going down there with him. We have a newborn son so I think that's one of the reasons we're trying so hard to stay together. He's trying so hard to get us a home there and make sure everything is ready for the baby, so he's been great. He's even prevented fights between us because he wants to make sure things work, he's been a sweetheart. He has made mistakes in the past that I thought I've already forgiven but it's like I'm starting to feel differently about him. I love him though, I don't understand how I can feel this way. Can anyone explain??