Celibacy

I am 23 and my 24th birthday is coming up in May 😁. I have been talking about trying to  become celibate for a while now and I have finally decided that I am going to start my journey on my birthday this year! I want to do it for a year (but who knows, I may go the year and decide I don't want to have sex after that) I want to do it as part of my journey toward spirituality, purity, and connecting with myself more and God more. After a few failed relationships (my fourth serious relationship just ended) I want to figure me out and learn to love myself more (more than I already do) and I feel like being sex free will give me some clarity without the emotion that sex brings. I'm excited about my journey an want to hear others stories about their journey, how you are doing, how hard is it (being someone who was sexually active before) and what it has done for you. I would like to know how long it's been and whatever else you feel you want to share about it! Wish me luck ladies! I am a very sexual person so I feel like this will be hard, but I know I can do it because it is something that I want to do.