Back again ladies. I've been gone for a few weeks now because honestly, I've somewhat given up hope on becoming pregnant. My husband and I have been married going on 8 months now. Getting pregnant feels like it'll never happen. My period has usually been regular up until June. Before then, it faithfully came on from the 17th thru the 21st. Now, it comes on whenever it wants. Starting July thru December, it had been coming on at the beginning of the month. We thought I was pregnant in January but took a Clear Blue digital and got a BFN. Period came on January 19. Today is the last day in February and my period still hasnt come on. I am now 8 days late. I took another CB digital at 3 days late and got another BFN. It didnt even hurt because I didn't even let myself get my hopes up. I dont know what to do and my doctor doesnt have me scheduled for a checkup until May. I didnt even tell my husband i took another test or that my period is late because he beats himself up about it and gets just as depressed as me. Have any of you ladies felt hopeless and like getting that positive test will never happen? Should I take a different test? Should I just wait and see what happens? I dont know anymore. 😔