I feel bad

I really feel horrible.. I am 7 weeks and 4 days and have yet to set up an appointment with an obgyn... I have had it confirmed by an er because I went when I found out so I could get something for a uti... But that was 3 weeks ago... No bleeding or anything I just feel bad that I am not running out the door to the nearest obgyn like I did my first pregnancy ( which ended in miscarriage )