Never going to have children..

K
I'm absolutely devastated and too my breaking point. The last several months my husband hasn't been able to "finish" during our fertile week because he said he just knows it's that time and feels pressured. I haven't even been mentioning ovulation, OPK NOTHING to him the last 3 cycles. Here we are again today, I got my positive OPK (did not tell him, even hopped in the shower with him and had fun before hand) and he couldn't finish because he said he "knows" it's that time. So he is now leaving for work and I'm laying in bed crying my eyes out because with this, I'll never have a baby. I'm absolutely heartbroken and don't know what to do..