Chubby chaser? ? ?

Emma
My boyfriend loves my belly. Like reaaaally loves it. Touching it, rubbing it, kissing it, grabbing it during sex. I even found photos on his phone he'd sneakily taken when we were laying in bed lol. Yet no matter how much he loves it I'm still self conscious and feel the need to hide my fat. He loves it so why can't i? Hmmmph