Frustrated hpt rant....

For the last 9 months my bf and I have been trying to get pregnant and every damn time I post a faint line test, (that's always been negative)on this community everyone keeps saying it's positive and IT'S NOT! every time!!!! I hate that I shouldn't even bother anymore because no matter what the test looks like everyone frigging says they see something and I get so hopeful! So yet again I'll be sitting here, crying and pmsing, hoping next month might be our month. It's starting to really break my heart because all I want is to carry,birth and raise a family. Pity party for one. Over.