Needing unbiased advice

I broke up with my boyfriend of three years last month and asked him to move out because I felt like he had checked out of our relationship for various reasons and I just couldn't handle the constant anxiety I was having over how things were . He wanted to work on things at first but then felt like after a few days we were getting nowhere said some really mean cruel things and refused to speak to me . In this month away from him I realized that I was super depressed and really needy and had stopped doing things for myself and I know that took a toll on me and on our Relationship . I found out this weekend that they found abnormal cells again during my Pap smear and they have changed since last year and my doctor explained that there's a possibility they could be precancerous or worst case cancerous cells and I'm scheduled for a procedure this week to find out . I called him because I obviously still love him and hope we can figure all this out and I'm scared he was really supportive on the phone when I told him and he asked if we could meet up tonight after work because we obviously have things we should talk about . Do you think this could mean he may want to work on things ? I didn't sleep at all last night because all I could think about was what if he dosent call or what if he the conversation goes the complete other direction ? Please give me some advice