Ttc and on antidepressants

Hey everyone- 
Who else is in this situation? I am on antidepressants and ttc. I have an anxiety disorder and have been on them for about 3 years. I am trying to wean off, but it is so difficult... :( I just want to be off all medication (except the synthroid I need for my thyroid to function properly) for a healthy pregnancy, so when I actually do become pregnant I have the healthiest child I can have!! Who is in the same boat? On antidepressants or anti anxiety and ttc? 😓