I have been wanting to have another baby for almost two years. I have been taking prenatal vitamins and taking care of myself. I have miscarried twice since then. Now recently I was talking to my husband and he told me he doesn't want anymore kids (we have 1). Now for some back story. Before he and I got married he had a girlfriend who got pregnant and he was really happy. She broke up with him and doesn't allow him in the child's life at all. When we got married neither of us wanted kids but 6 months later we got pregnant. He was pretty hurt after losing his first child and never wanted children. Now that we have a child I want her to have a sibling. When we began trying to conceive now 4, years later he seemed positive about it. Now he has told me he doesn't want anymore. He could tell I was upset and said he would have another child if we can but I know he said this because he wants me to be happy. I told him I don't want to make him have another child if he doesn't want one and again he seemed more concerned with me being happy than what he wanted. I do want another child but I feel it would just be so selfish on my part. I do have to make an effort to get pregnant so I feel like this is very much a choice and I want him to be happy but honestly the idea of never having children again makes me deeply sad. What would you do? Please don't hate on me! Thank you.