Totally overwelmed

Jamie • I`m a RN, Wife an mom to a 4 year old amazing little boy, an expecting our 2nd little boy early May! I am so grateful for the life I live!!

Less then 60 days an I'll be having baby boy #2!!! this is my second time around I expected to feel more ready, prepared, like a pro... totally NOT!! I am so overwelmed an just emotional it isn't even funny. I'm finding it hard to enjoy my last week's of my last pregnancy because I feel so unprepared an just not like myself!! HELP anyone else?!?

*To top it off baby have been transverse an breech at all my appointments so my chances of a c section are higher and that scares the shit right out of me!!!