Today I'm both happy and sad. Today I found out that I got the promotion that I have been working so hard for. I finally started to feel like everything was coming together. Then my period decided to show up 2 days early. I'm out this month but I wanted so badly to be pregnant. Now all I can do is wait for it to be over so we can try again. I feel so helpless. No matter what I do I can't change anything. It will happen when it's meant to happen and I just have to let it be. Easier said than done.