Scheduled C-section.

I'm having identical twin boys in July. My doctor told me that 50% of twins end up have a c-section. Even when twin A was born natural. I'm so terrified of basically having to have two deliverys that I have chosen to have a scheduled c-section. Has anyone had experience with a scheduled c-section? How was the experience? Did you find it difficult to bond with your babies? And how did you handle all the negative reactions? Everyone is acting like it just terrible that I want to schedule. But it's just so much easier for me to think about.... HELP me not feel like a bad first time mamma.