Hysteroscopy tomorrow, frustrated by more waiting after 2 losses.

Christiana
My hysteroscopy is scheduled for tomorrow. Husband and I thought we'd be able to resume trying in April after two consecutive miscarriages last year (August and late November). I just discovered due to a cycle change I will be in Ohio taking care of my mom who is quite ill with cancer during my fertile window. I really wanted to have her hold my little one before she is too sick to do so, but I constantly feel like my time is running out. I fly to see my mom in a few days (right after my surgery) to see her before her gigantic and hopefully life saving surgery. I'm so stressed! I cried today for the first time since our two miscarriages and d&c. I feel like I'm losing it! Not sure why I'm posting, just felt like maybe it would help.