when I was 13 I was molested by a family member and it really put me in a depression and it completely ruined my childhood and I think its ruining my marriage as well.

Every since the incident I don't like to be touched sexually while I'm sleeping or unwillingly and my husband knows that, but for the past few weeks he's been trying to have sex with me while I was sleeping , he's even ejaculated on me while I was asleep and I felt so degraded .

I'm beyond fed up with what's going on I've considered getting a divorce. Someone please help me, give me some advice. Am I over reacting? What should I do ?