I feel like giving up

Sarah-Louise • I live in Oxfordshire with my husband Rich, son Bertie and Molly the cat.
After two miscarriages last year all the want of having a child has completely left me. The feeling before was so strong and I was determined to get pregnant again but over time the want has gone away. I also have started to feel completely put off being pregnant because of the stress and pain I experienced. Even looking at children and pregnant women I feel nothing. 
I am also confused as I am at the point in my life where this is my last chance- damned if I do and damned if I don't :(