Do u guys ever feel so negative for a whole day or longer? Well I've been really unhappy today. I wanna die, I feel like total shit. I feel like if I'm not able to graduate high school. I feel stupid, I feel like if I cant accomplish anything at this point. I literally wanna break down & cry so badly. I feel like if my existanse isn't needed anywhere. I don't know what to do at this point... Couple days ago I got cross faded with my boyfriend & out of no where I started crying & yelling out something I've always wanted to yell out "I wanna die so badly, I hate myself" & now that I'm sober, I still mean those words