I normally get cramps leading to period

Emma
So I normally get cramps leading to period and normally that starts even after I ovulate 
This month so far nothing 
I'm 11dpo but I'm trying so hard to wait to test as fed up of being disappointed by a neg and period showing up 
I'm hoping so much it doesn't show this month and this is our month but just dreading period showing 😔 
Any advice from your experience?