So with my first it was a surprise. I was told I couldn't have kids and the birth control was making me sick so I stopped taking it in July. We always used the pull out method but one day in October he didn't and to cut a long story short I was pregnant. Now I'm trying for number two and I thought it wouldn't take long at all. But after a month of trying I'm coming back with negatives but I have all the symptoms. I'm 5 days from AF. I took two test and both negative not even faint lines. I know I should wait until I miss my period but I couldn't help it with feeling all the symptoms. I'm super frustrated with myself because I got my hopes up. And I feel guilty about feeling this way because so many have been trying for months or years. And that its my second baby