Day started OK now I'm a mess 😢😡😤😟😳

I started out on a good note. As the day has gone on I have started getting really aggravated and emotional. I want to scream. I want to cry. I want to break stuff. I want to be left alone but I want I be held. I just want this day to be over. I really miss my baby sister today. She passed away two years ago in December. Just pray ladies. My state of mind is horrible right now. Thanks for letting me vent!