Just wanna "feel" pregnant....

For my own peace of mind. 
Is that a terrible thing? This is my first. 
A little worried since I don't feel anything. 
Not sick or anything. Just a little tired. 
I know everyone is different. I found out a week ago ... So this puts me at like 4 weeks 4 days if I did it right. 
I had my BFP like 5 days before my period. Middle of the day. 
Because I'm a worrier I came home today and took another test. I drank like 4 bottles of water while at work. So I thought it would maybe dilute my urine. But this is what I got... 
Now only if my mind could not worry as much. 
Thanks ladies - just needed to vent a little. Lots of crazy emotions going on!