Long and weird. Worrying.

I'm really anxious to try for a baby but my husband and I aren't there yet. None of his ex's (over 6 years) ended up pregnant while he was with them except one who was also sleeping with another guy the whole time. She says she gave up one kid for adoption and claims to have committed infanticide with another but she is a notorious liar. Real piece of work either way...

But we haven't gotten pregnant before in 5 years... we plan to try in the summer/fall but now... thinking about this... I'm worried we won't be able to.