I don't know why but I feel like life bores me. I'm in a great relationship but we have moments, like most, where we just get right on each other's nerves. That and I hate my job. It's not remotely fun or satisfying. I have no money for a break away and we have been trying for a baby for 9 months and still nothing has happened! I don't have many friends and I hate my body. I never used to be so down and negative but lately I have lost any enthusiasm. No need for comments I just feel like I needed to get it out there.