Lost my baby Wednesday night

Earlier this week I posted about spotting and then bleeding. Well I officially miscsrried Wednesday night while in the ER waiting to be seen. Over the course of this week I've gone through various emotions about my experience being pregnant for the first time and now I have to add to that the reality that I lost the baby. Although it's extremely disappointing to know that I lost it, I've been trying to stay positive and focus on the fact that I was able to conceive because I didn't think it was possible. Because I'm new to this, I have no idea of what to expect. My body is going through all kinds of changes, my emotions are up and down and I was bleeding perfusely and then all of a sudden NOTHING. Is this mornal?  Please share any experiences me to help me cope during this difficult time and to help me understand what's happening. Thank you in advance.