Why is this journery turning into a nightmare Alls I want is to have my own family 2 years me and my partner have been trying waiting for more appointments at hospital as he has a low count but just cant be happy I'm constantly thinking about having one and how long it's taking etc and that it might not even happen I have a appointment at the doctors tomorrow just don't know if I will be able to hold myself together I hate the waiting game!😭😔 just hope that my luck comes in soon and It will happen