I am 20 years old and a mother of a very healthy gorgeous 4 year old boy. On the 28th of January i was 37 weeks pregnant and hadn't felt my baby move all morning. At 12 o'clock i went to the hospital to find out my little angel's heart had stopped beating😭💔 i gabe birth to a perfectly beautiful baby boy on the 1st of February. There was no abnormalities on my baby boy that eye could see and was a healthy grown big baby. Til this day i have no knowledge of what happaned to us and why?!😭😞 I still have a memory of my baby Mason's scent that i can literally smell whenever I think of him. Which is 24/7. I miss him to death. I have been trying to comcieve since desperatly believing that I will see my baby again😭 i have taken 2 pregnancy test in the last week but both came back negative. After giving birth i had a normal bleeding which lasted about 2 weeks but i didnt take a note of the last day of the bleed so i have no idea when i should expect a period for. I have been sexually very active with my partner with no contreception.  I think about being pregnant again all the time and I can say I am highly stressed after everything thats happened and being petrified of it happening again. I just want some advice or someone to talk to that has been through this or something similar. 😭