Someone told me early on that if God wanted you to have a baby you would. It is his choice. Here I am a year later and still not pregnant, after fertility treatments and months of being hoped and poked, nothing. The doctor has no explanation for why I am not pregnant. I am beginning to think it's true. People around are constantly getting their BFPs. I am just wondering what me and my husband could have done so horrible to deserve this punishment. I am 35 and my time is running out. I am just very sad #waitingforsomethingthatisnevergoingtohappen