And my fiancé didn't come with me...  He's known for weeks and promised he'd come.  We even scheduled it on one of his days off.  He said he was too tired and now I have this feeling he's going to skip out on every appointment.  I feel so depressed, I'm not sure I even want to continue this pregnancy now.  I'm sick to my stomach and nervous.  I hate doctors and I hate being touched and I needed him here with me...