Idky but I'm so in love with my boyfriend of four years and I can't imagine what our babies would look like. My be means the world to me I want my baby boy to look exactly like him so I can kiss and hug when my be goes to work or busy lol but we're trying to finish college so I thought a puppies would do. Idky but I just love hug and kisses and loving feelings cause not only that I believe happiness make my anxiety panic and fear/phobias goes away but since i live at my parents house I can't because they think I won't have time and all and instead of being dreamy about things I should work more and give money to parents instead n ignore puppies ideas. I mean I'm 22 and they are right in fact so right! But I just feel that I can really be happy, I mean I'm happy but I feel as if having something to care to love for makes me a happier person. Am I being selfish? I feel awful