New normal

Rebecca
A month ago exactly I saw the scan that revealed we'd lost our baby. All I can think is that I should be four months pregnant. I'm trying really hard to cope and celebrate little victories of motivation, joy and rest but I'm still crying every day. I feel like I blew up, my whole world exploded. I'm never going to be the same and I was advised to get used to my new normal. But it sucks. I hate this.