My husband and I have been trying for several years to have a child. My weight has been an issue and is making it difficult to get pregnant so I am working on droping some pounds. It just seems like the harder I work towards my goal the more people around me become pregnant. Sometimes I can't help but feel defeated and upset that it's not me. I know my time will come I just have never been one for patience and trying for my rainbow baby is really testing it. Just needed to vent to people who hopefully can understand my feelings.