I'm new here

Hi my friends call me jais shadow or kitty I had this app many a week or long I don't keep track of the days and weeks it just gets to stressful I have depression and I'm suicidal and I'm a cuter know don't get me wrong I'm not one of those ppl that post themselves cuting I pretend that I'm happy around my family so the don't try to fits this that can't be fit lol I guess I just wanted to post something about me I love anime I love to dance and I love to make things with my hands and I love playing with my makeup and hair lol this sounds so weird I have a dirty sense of humor I make ppl laugh and smile when their down I heard that I give good evice about things idk if that ture I'm also 16 years old I will be 17 on July 13th lol i also love creepy pictures and stuff and I'm funny Ig lol