Its hard when u want a baby and try and try until sex becomes boring. To me i feel like it will never happen. Yea i have a son whos 3 but theres nothing like a newborn. I lost a lot of babies along the way. I even lost my daughters to my mother but i have my son now. No family no support but hubby. Sometimes. I feel like throwing in the towel. We been ttc for almost 3 years. Im 27 an hes 28. I just dont get it. Ive done a lot of research and i m thinking its in the food the water etc thats causing us not to conceive. Honestly. There has to be a reason why so many are having a hard time ttc