Af was due 22/3 and was a no show 👍 but not testing til the weekend just to be sure.

Anyway the last few days I've felt like death warmed up and tonight just rough like a bad hangover just wish I'd had the night before to smile about

So today my mum and dad landed spent the day doing a spring clean and ready for inspection, can honestly just do without the earache of a cup being out of place for them to moan about. That all went well. then the DF comes in demanding dinner. I asked him if he'd make it for us while I had a bath and tried to vicks this cold/flu out of my head. He makes himself cereal and pulls out his laptop where he spent the next 6 hours

Normally I wouldn't mind but tonight was our first night in months without my son demanding my attention or an ironing to do. Tonight all I wanted to do was cuddle up have some food since I hadn't eaten all day and spend some time together. Eventually I gave up and went to bed but couldn't breathe properly. He gets up and makes himself toast, before he left the room I asked if he'd make me a lemsip he says no.

So I'm lying there thinking 'he asked me to marry him. In sickness and in health. I guess that means just his health' I get up and make it myself and took my ring off. I'm seriously having doubts that I actually want to be with him. Maybe I'm just being hormonal and overreacting.