I have been suffering from uterine fibroids the last 8 years, including an abdominal myomectomy and two failed IVF cycles. I am having a hard time these last two days after seeing all the cute pictures of kids enjoying Halloween and today finding out yet another friend of mine is pregnant. I am 40 and feel that this is it for me because my uterus is filled with fibroids and we can't put ourselves through any more medical attempts for financial and emotional reasons. I feel devastated. How to accept what my heart wants more than anything is not going to happen for me?