Possible hemmeroid??

I have a weird little bubble type thing right on my but hole. Looked it up and I'm preety sure its a hemmeroid. Anyone know any home remedies for it? Or does it go away on its own? I don't want to go buy and cream or anything from the store because my man doesn't know I have it and I'm a little embarrassed. ☹☹☹☹☹👎🏽