I hate my face

It's crippling to me. 

It's a huge part of my social anxiety. 

I get really stressed out when people look at me. Everyone says it's not that bad but it feels so bad to me. 

I got teased in elementary because of it. I'm like 85% sure that it's hormonal but I'm so defeated I don't even want to go get my hormones checked. I can't date guys because I don't want to get close with them.. Because then they'll see me without make up. I don't ever want to get married because of it. I don't want a man to accept me the way I am. I can't even accept it. I don't even want my 3 year old son to look at my face. It's the worst feeling in the whole world. 

Nobody really knows how bad it makes me feel.