🆘 SORRY ITS LONG

About 2 weeks ago me & my boyfriend broke up. He treated me very well, was understanding, and probably the best guy ever. But he said he wasn't happy anymore... So I broke up woth him because he started being distant, we weren't talking as much, and he would work a lot. He would get called in on his days off , and those were the only days we would be able to hang out. When we broke up he told me he still loves me and cares for me. I too feel the same. I miss him so much, I really hope he feels the same. We haven't talk or texted since the break up. I'm trying the no contact rule. Hopefully this was all just a break. Anyways I'm 4 days late, and I'm going to get tested. If I m pregnant I don't really want him to know or around because I don't want him to feel bad. Also it hurt watchin him walk away after the break up. If he barely had time for me when we were together, why would he have time to be a dad? I'm I wrong for thinking like this?Â