So i have put on hold the want for a baby. And it doesnt feel as bad as ot did a cupple days ago, my chest felt heavy and i would cry at the sight of a baby but i think its a good idea we've been trying for a year exacly and i think it will be good to focus on our marriage right now if it happens it happens if not welp sad face only god knows why good luck ladys baby dust to all of us