Please help me!

I was dating this guy for 3 years. He kinda had a temper but i was definitely able to handle it. Never hit me or anything. But when we broke up it was extremely messy. I've never seen so much rage from one man. I was scared obviously. Knew that this was it. It was time to leave and that there was no saving this relationship. He cut me off, blocked my number, I'm assuming he changed his, locked all his social media, etc. Oh and he moved to who knows where. I was like ok that's fine.

And now I've just found out I'm pregnant. Obviously with his baby. He's the only person I've ever slept with. The doctor said I am 10-11 weeks. I didn't expect this at all! Of course I'm going to keep my baby there is no doubt about it! So please don't suggest abortions or adoption.

His best friend <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> doesnt know where he is. He said "He's moved to Colorado or new York or something. I really don't know." I'm not gonna search like some manhunter. But I need to somehow contact him because he should know right? I just have no clue how to go about finding a person who doesn't want to be found. Or do I just leave it and not try and find him and if I ever run into him someday just be like yeah you have a baby but I couldn't get ahold of you so you never knew. Help?