Trying to stay positive through all the BFNs, when everyone around me is pregnant.

First things first, I am in no way unhappy for any pregnant woman. I'm over the moon for them! But it's so heart breaking EVERY time someone else announces they are pregnant. My husband and I have been trying for a year, did the Clomid (had some ovulation issues), tried the fancy lube...everything but IVF. I'm only 24, and my husband is 32, we arent that old and we have no major health issues. I just found out my cousin is pregnant again (15 weeks) and her son is only 9 month old. Seems like everyone in my family except me is fertile mertile and has no idea what it's like to TRY to have a baby, let alone try and fail. How do you keep staying positive? I just want to give up and just accept never having more kids. Our daughter will be 2 in a few weeks, she was our rainbow baby after a miscarriage of twins. Maybe she was meant to be the only one. I just want to cry every time I see a pregnant woman. I'm so overwhelmed by sadness, envy, and sometimes anger (at myself) when I see pregnant women or hear another pregnancy announcement. Is this normal??

-desperate to get pregnant