I've been with my boyfriend 2 years and are in a long distance relationship. I always go to see him he never comes to visit me and hasn't bothered to in 6 weeks. I've been so lonely and have literally had to beg him for attention, he's constantly on Xbox instead of texting me back. I ask him to face time and he can't even be bothered to do that. HOWEVER this does not excuse what I've just done. I started texting this guy from my past and sent him a picture of my boobs and he sent me a picture of his dick. I'm officially a cheater and I feel so guilty I could cry. I've already decided I'm not going to tell my boyfriend because there's no point. I just wanted some attention there was no passion there, I just wanted to feel attractive and wanted. I'm such a disgusting person and I don't deserve any love.